There’s something about meeting someone who’s truly hungry to learn. Payman spotted it straight away when Sanaa Harroussi walked into his Mini Smile Makeover course—that rare fire in the belly. 

But here’s the thing: Sanaa’s journey from Rabat to Paris to West London isn’t just about collecting qualifications. It’s about a woman who aced the ORE first time, built a fifteen-year career in the same practice, and then had everything turned upside down when her second son received a six-month life expectancy. 

What follows is a masterclass in resilience, the art of not taking anything for granted, and learning when perfectionism helps and when it hurts.

 

In This Episode

00:00:45 – Introduction and first impressions
00:01:25 – Growing up in Rabat
00:02:20 – Competitive entry into dental school
00:02:50 – How dentistry happened
00:03:50 – The serious student
00:06:25 – Postgraduate training in Paris
00:07:15 – Paris versus London
00:09:20 – The ORE challenge
00:11:20 – Blackbox thinking
00:17:10 – Finding her first job
00:20:30 – NHS reality check
00:21:55 – Patient expectations
00:24:25 – Family life begins
00:26:30 – The diagnosis
00:29:45 – Fighting for treatment
00:32:00 – Life with disability
00:33:40 – One day at a time
00:38:20 – The improvement obsession
00:40:00 – Retreats and self-care
00:40:30 – Clinical loves and methods
00:43:25 – Rubber dams and labs
00:48:40 – The digital question
00:51:10 – Invisalign journey
00:57:15 – Fantasy dinner party
00:58:45 – Last days and legacy

 

About Sanaa Harroussi

Sanaa Harroussi trained in dentistry in Morocco before completing postgraduate studies in prosthodontics in Paris. She’s been practising in West London for fifteen years, building her career in the same practice whilst raising three sons. When her middle child was diagnosed with spinal muscular atrophy, Sanaa fought to secure him a place in a clinical trial that would save his life.

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Payman Langroudi: It gives me great pleasure to welcome Sana Harazi onto [00:00:45] the podcast. Sana has taken a long route to get to the UK via Morocco [00:00:50] and France, and now working in two practices in West London. [00:00:55] Correct? Um, lovely to have you.

Sanaa Harroussi: Thank you.

Payman Langroudi: Lovely to have you. Um, we met [00:01:00] on Mini Smile makeover, and. I don’t know, man. I, you know, we meet a lot of delegates, right? [00:01:05] And with you, I felt a fire inside your belly. Thank you. A [00:01:10] real fire that you wanted to learn. I really wanted to learn. And now talking [00:01:15] to you. You’ve done all the post-grad stuff as well. Um, so now I understand why. [00:01:20] But lovely to have you.

Sanaa Harroussi: Thank you very much.

Payman Langroudi: So you grew up in Morocco. Where? [00:01:25]

Sanaa Harroussi: Rabat.

Payman Langroudi: The capital. Really beautiful.

Sanaa Harroussi: Yes.

Payman Langroudi: Um, how [00:01:30] old were you when you went to France?

Sanaa Harroussi: So when I moved to. Lived there for a couple of years. [00:01:35] That was three years after qualifying. Uh, how old was I? I was 23 back [00:01:40] then.

Payman Langroudi: So you went straight from qualifying as a dentist to France?

Sanaa Harroussi: Yeah, I did, like, six months, [00:01:45] uh, voluntary work at the hospital as soon as I qualified. Um, and then the while [00:01:50] preparing exams to reach the postgraduates in Paris.

Payman Langroudi: And I expect it’s very competitive [00:01:55] to even get into dental school in Morocco.

Sanaa Harroussi: It was.

Payman Langroudi: Probably top 1% [00:02:00] of your class or whatever, right?

Sanaa Harroussi: But yes, you had to have very good grades to get [00:02:05] in the first place.

Payman Langroudi: Dental school like in Morocco. I mean, I suppose the only one you’ve been to, right? [00:02:10] So you don’t really know. But but.

Sanaa Harroussi: I know.

Payman Langroudi: Now that you’ve talked to people. [00:02:15]

Sanaa Harroussi: Yes.

Payman Langroudi: Compared to, for instance, being in Dental school here. What’s the main difference?

Sanaa Harroussi: Much [00:02:20] more challenging. They really push you to the limit. But what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger. I think it did [00:02:25] help in a way. It was really, really tough. Um.

Payman Langroudi: But they kind of push you hard [00:02:30] here as well. You mean even more? Even.

Sanaa Harroussi: Even more. If we would be having the clinics [00:02:35] in the morning, we’d be taking the exams in the afternoon. You don’t even have a break in between. Mhm. Yeah. [00:02:40] And there is no mcqs. They just put like a title and you have to write [00:02:45] about whatever subject. You have to know what you’re talking about.

Payman Langroudi: Why didn’t history. How did it, [00:02:50] how did dentistry come on the scene.

Sanaa Harroussi: So how it worked as a teenager. Funny thing, as a teenager I used to [00:02:55] go often to the Into the dentist myself. Uh, and then one day, it [00:03:00] was the brother of one of my good high school friends was a dentist. So I went to a visit [00:03:05] and we started talking. What are you planning to do when you. After the baccalaureate? And I go after, [00:03:10] which is the equivalent of an A-level in Morocco. And, uh, and I go I’m not quite [00:03:15] sure. I’m just like weighing up my options. And he, he did ask, why don’t you go for dentistry? I was kind of like, I [00:03:20] don’t know, I’m not sure. Um, and, um, I kind of liked [00:03:25] the field. Um, and that’s how I took the decision to [00:03:30] try to apply for dentistry, and it worked quite well.

Payman Langroudi: Did you stay in Rabat for dental [00:03:35] school as well?

Sanaa Harroussi: Yes, I was lucky because there is only two universities, uh, for dentistry in Morocco. Back then, [00:03:40] at the time when I became a dentist, there was only two universities, one in Rabat [00:03:45] and one in Casablanca. So I was lucky I could stay home. I didn’t even need to go to a different city. [00:03:50]

Payman Langroudi: And what were you like as a dental student? Were you very serious?

Sanaa Harroussi: Too serious.

Payman Langroudi: Really?

Sanaa Harroussi: Yeah. [00:03:55] I would always be sitting at the front.

Payman Langroudi: Oh, really?

Sanaa Harroussi: Yeah. Uh, very, [00:04:00] very keen. And, uh. Yeah, the day when I graduated, I remember, [00:04:05] um, uh, one of the members of the jury, uh, and he goes, like, I really remember from [00:04:10] day one, she would always be sitting at the front. She would be focussed, wouldn’t even miss any lecture. Very [00:04:15] keen. Yes, I enjoyed it, I loved it.

Payman Langroudi: Do you think do you think like the being [00:04:20] a super serious student, then a super serious uni student? And [00:04:25] then you went post-grad in France and like constantly [00:04:30] being super serious has had like a an effect insomuch as now you [00:04:35] want to enjoy it a little bit.

Sanaa Harroussi: Yeah. It’s important to find the balance. True. [00:04:40] So I try to find a balance. So with my kids, I’m not trying to push them too much because I want them to [00:04:45] have a good balance between enjoying theirselves. I was enjoying myself.

Payman Langroudi: But did your parents push quite [00:04:50] hard?

Sanaa Harroussi: Not at all. It was the opposite. I remember one day, I was preparing for an [00:04:55] exam and literally my mom was kind of enough. You need to rest. And she literally was pulling the book out of my hand. Please [00:05:00] give yourself a break up. It was the exact opposite with my elder brother. You had to. [00:05:05] They had to push him.

Payman Langroudi: Because he was like the firstborn son. Whatever.

Sanaa Harroussi: Uh, I mean, he’s four of us. He’s [00:05:10] the only boy I’ve got two older sisters and an older brother. Uh, and I remember with [00:05:15] him, they had kind of like, you need to study, but they never needed to do that with us. Especially with me. It was the opposite.

Payman Langroudi: What [00:05:20] are the other three doing now?

Sanaa Harroussi: So, uh, my two sisters live in Paris. Oh, yeah. Um, [00:05:25] my brother is still in Morocco. He’s based in Casablanca now.

Payman Langroudi: Any of them dentists?

Sanaa Harroussi: No. Uh, [00:05:30] my elder sister is an architect. Uh, my brother work. [00:05:35] I mean, he was qualified in, uh, he went to business school, and, uh, he [00:05:40] works in insurance now. Um, and then, uh, my third, my, um, [00:05:45] older sister, um, the one who stayed in, uh, in Paris [00:05:50] now, um, she works as a innovation [00:05:55] director in the insurance field.

Payman Langroudi: What was the reason for moving to Paris?

Sanaa Harroussi: Um, [00:06:00] catching up with my sisters was one point as well.

Payman Langroudi: Because both of.

Sanaa Harroussi: Them, [00:06:05] they were. Yeah, they they moved to Paris when I was at high school. Um, so, [00:06:10] yeah, it was nice to kind of, um, why [00:06:15] I picked Paris as a city, particularly. There was other cities where I could have done my postgraduate in France. Um, [00:06:20] but I love Paris. Beautiful city as well. It’s lovely.

Payman Langroudi: To specialise.

Sanaa Harroussi: To [00:06:25] specialise.

Payman Langroudi: That was the point.

Sanaa Harroussi: Exactly. I was keen on, like going the [00:06:30] extra mile.

Payman Langroudi: Doing more.

Sanaa Harroussi: Yeah.

Payman Langroudi: So. So you went into a pros program? Yes. [00:06:35] Like a full time?

Sanaa Harroussi: Uh, it was only. So the postgraduate [00:06:40] was like two days a week. So I ended up doing many certificates and many diplomas at the same time, because [00:06:45] I had to fill my time completely. I was literally like four days a week. So, [00:06:50] yeah, I ended up doing lots of post-graduates within the two years. But [00:06:55] yeah.

Payman Langroudi: Two years you were there?

Sanaa Harroussi: Yes. For two years. Full time? Yeah.

Payman Langroudi: Why didn’t you stay [00:07:00] in France?

Sanaa Harroussi: Um, I got married and my husband.

Payman Langroudi: Was living here.

Sanaa Harroussi: Was [00:07:05] living here. And to be honest, I came to visit, and I just loved London.

Payman Langroudi: Oh, really?

Sanaa Harroussi: And, yeah, [00:07:10] it wasn’t hard to take the decision to move to London. Uh, how.

Payman Langroudi: Do you feel? How do you feel about Paris? [00:07:15] I’ve got a real love hate relationship with Paris, you know, because we were just talking. My kids are in French school [00:07:20] as well as yours. Yeah. And, um, I feel like race relations there aren’t. Aren’t great. [00:07:25] There’s always a tension in the air.

Sanaa Harroussi: I feel much less racism in London compared to Paris. [00:07:30] Not everywhere in Paris. But you can feel the difference here. You really feel like [00:07:35] there’s much better integration, I would say.

Payman Langroudi: It’s funny because you wouldn’t think that from [00:07:40] the outside, Paris, London sounds like similar kind of cities, but, um, I [00:07:45] don’t know. It’s a beautiful city, right? There’s no there’s no doubt about that. But I can feel the tension [00:07:50] there. You know, compared to here. Do you feel the same, similar thing?

Sanaa Harroussi: I feel more comfortable here [00:07:55] before.

Payman Langroudi: Really?

Sanaa Harroussi: Yes. So don’t get me wrong, I love Paris. Yeah. And I would have loved [00:08:00] living there, but I prefer here by far.

Payman Langroudi: You know. Particularly we moved here in the late [00:08:05] 70s. Yeah, in the late 70s. Like, I actually remember we used to go to [00:08:10] Paris and going to a cafe and having a coffee was a big deal because [00:08:15] there wasn’t coffee in London. You know, there was coffee, but it wasn’t like good coffee. It [00:08:20] was just terrible coffee. Yeah. Um, and I remember we used to go and sit in a cafe [00:08:25] and have a coffee and watch the people go by, whatever. That was almost like a first thing we would do when we’d get to Paris. [00:08:30] But now London has everything, you know, like London has everything [00:08:35] you could want. And so, I dunno, Paris just didn’t change at all. And [00:08:40] over here you think it’s quite a conservative place and it doesn’t change very much. But France [00:08:45] is even more conservative. Right. I’m embarrassed. Recently I realised it hasn’t [00:08:50] changed for 30, 40 years. You know, like similar feeling in the town. Of course, [00:08:55] they do have the odd sort of, um, very avant garde stuff as well. There’s no doubt about that. So [00:09:00] London, what was your first impression? Had you been before?

Sanaa Harroussi: No.

Payman Langroudi: What was your first [00:09:05] time when you moved?

Sanaa Harroussi: First time? Yeah, when I came to visit and and my my fiance [00:09:10] back then, he made sure I really enjoyed the visit. He showed [00:09:15] me the best side of London, obviously. Um, but the equivalent in France [00:09:20] was ten times easier than passing the equivalent in England.

Payman Langroudi: The aura.

Sanaa Harroussi: The aura was [00:09:25] really, really challenging.

Payman Langroudi: And did you have to do exams in France?

Sanaa Harroussi: Um.

Payman Langroudi: I know you were [00:09:30] studying.

Sanaa Harroussi: Yeah. To do the postgraduate as well. I had to take exams again. They were very, very selective. So [00:09:35] for every diploma, it was about 12 people. Ten, 12 people. That was it. Um, so [00:09:40] it was quite competitive as well. Um, so that’s why, uh, I [00:09:45] had a funny story where I had to pick between two diplomas. Kind of like, why didn’t you tell [00:09:50] me that if I do prosthodontics, I wouldn’t be able to do the implants diploma? [00:09:55] At the same time they said, well, people usually pass one or the other. We never had that. You’re [00:10:00] not meant to pass both. We couldn’t have that. You’re going to pass both. But I had to pick between one and [00:10:05] the other. And, uh, and the following year I had to retake the exam, which wasn’t quite annoying. [00:10:10] So I, um, so, uh, I wasn’t very happy about it. And, [00:10:15] uh, and I remember going to talk to the secretary, kind of like. But that’s not fair. Like she goes, all I can do is get you [00:10:20] to talk to the head of department. So I was kind of. Okay, I’m happy to have a meeting with the head of department, because this isn’t fair. Um, [00:10:25] so I went, had a chat, and she was like, I’m really sorry you have to retake. But if you pass last year, you definitely [00:10:30] passed. This year. I’m sure you will pass. Don’t worry. Um, but yeah. So, uh, [00:10:35] but as a result, I couldn’t do the three year postgraduate and implants just on the first year. [00:10:40] Um, because the the postgraduate diploma for [00:10:45] implants was closed in that year, so if I would have picked implants over prosthodontics, [00:10:50] I would have had the full three year diploma, but never mind.

Payman Langroudi: So in French [00:10:55] terms, you are a specialist. Prosthodontist?

Sanaa Harroussi: Yes.

Payman Langroudi: But then, does that count here? No.

Sanaa Harroussi: I [00:11:00] didn’t even try to reach. When I checked at the beginning. They said you could reach. You could if you really want to be in [00:11:05] the specialist register. But I never tried to. To be honest.

Payman Langroudi: You had to worry about first.

Sanaa Harroussi: Exactly. [00:11:10]

Payman Langroudi: Tell me about that. Because I’ve had people sitting where you’re sitting, and [00:11:15] the stories tend to be some of the hardest stories I’ve heard.

Sanaa Harroussi: I had the funniest story about. Yeah. [00:11:20] So I remember coming from Paris to London. Yeah. And I got on [00:11:25] the Eurostar and there was a lovely, heavily pregnant lady and [00:11:30] give her a smile, let her in first. And she gave me a smile. She sat there. And [00:11:35] that day, for whatever reason, I had a book about dentistry on me in my handbag. So I put it [00:11:40] out and I started having a look at it and she passed by. She was going to the toilet, she could see the book and she goes, are you [00:11:45] a dentist? I said, yes, she goes, I’m a dentist too. Are you trying to take over? It’s kind of like, yeah. Back [00:11:50] then I was learning English and I had to pass the IELTS, which was quite tough too, to be honest. Um, [00:11:55] then she goes, okay, let me give you my number. She was based in France. [00:12:00] She goes, let me give you back. Then there was a landline. People were calling people. We were using landline. No, [00:12:05] she was Indian.

Payman Langroudi: Indian.

Sanaa Harroussi: Okay.

Payman Langroudi: Yeah, yeah.

Sanaa Harroussi: Um, I want to say hello to Saida. She’s the one who. [00:12:10] Who I’m talking to. Um, so, uh, she gave [00:12:15] me her phone number, and, um, so I kept it [00:12:20] in that book, um, carried on with my life. I [00:12:25] had to, uh, take a proper course on how to pass the isles. Because even to pass the isles get good grades. [00:12:30] Um, it wasn’t that easy.

Payman Langroudi: That’s kind of English for foreign students sort of thing.

Sanaa Harroussi: But you have to get good [00:12:35] grades, like seven out of nine. And, uh, and it was quite challenging, especially the lesson part was [00:12:40] quite Yet challenging because they make you listen to different accents as well, [00:12:45] which is quite funny. To make it even more complicated. Um, but even that was [00:12:50] quite competitive as well to get a good grade on it. So, uh, passed my art and I’m thinking, [00:12:55] how do I start? Um, and then I get that book and I [00:13:00] open it, and the first thing I see in her name and her number. So I’m calling her, uh, [00:13:05] and she goes, what a coincidence. I’ll be in London a few days. Let’s meet up. So we set a [00:13:10] time and a place. We met up and she guided me. She explained to me exactly what I’m meant to do, [00:13:15] which because everything is on the GDC website, but there isn’t the details that [00:13:20] you really need. Um, so. And then she showed me one place called MRC. [00:13:25] Mrc I’m not even sure if it’s still exists nowadays. Uh, it’s for migrants [00:13:30] and refugees. Okay. And people used to, like, gather once a week and, uh, they would [00:13:35] guide you. And the best thing about it was meeting all the dentists who had to take O2. [00:13:40] Um, so I met some of my best friends over there. Um, [00:13:45] and. Yeah. So as a result, I had some connections. We had [00:13:50] some friends and we could help each other guide each other. She gave me as well, a list of books that I’m meant to read. [00:13:55] So that’s how my journey had started with.

Payman Langroudi: Well, for someone who doesn’t know, what does Ori [00:14:00] comprise of? Like how many exams? How many?

Sanaa Harroussi: So it’s two parts. The part one is mainly about theory. [00:14:05] You’ve got part A and B, and it’s mainly Mcqs but the answers are so close and [00:14:10] the passing rate is so low.

Payman Langroudi: But is it negative marking as well?

Sanaa Harroussi: Um, I’m not quite sure about [00:14:15] that.

Payman Langroudi: You know what I mean?

Sanaa Harroussi: But yes, if you give the wrong answer, you get.

Payman Langroudi: Minus.

Sanaa Harroussi: One. I’m not sure, [00:14:20] but it was. The passing rate was like 37% when I, when I passed. Wow. So it’s really, [00:14:25] really tough. Um, so the first part was just theory. Part [00:14:30] two was more you had to do, um, um, [00:14:35] it was funny. I had a monkey in my loft that I named Salim. I even [00:14:40] named him. And I used to spend three hours every single day training on my aura. Literally [00:14:45] three hours every day. And I had to build up my speed.

Payman Langroudi: Did you bring that from France?

Sanaa Harroussi: No, [00:14:50] I bought.

Payman Langroudi: It from eBay.

Sanaa Harroussi: Yeah, well, I bought it from eBay. Well, I had [00:14:55] a light. I had the drill. I had everything compressed.

Payman Langroudi: Practice on this.

Sanaa Harroussi: Little room to practice. [00:15:00] Literally, I don’t I didn’t take anything lightly. I had to pass and I had to pass for the first time. Because [00:15:05] if you if you then fail, you’ve.

Payman Langroudi: Only got a certain number of.

Sanaa Harroussi: Four [00:15:10] chances in your whole life. But if you really fail, it’s going to really compromise your self-confidence, which [00:15:15] I would, you know, that would make it more nerve wracking. It was already tough enough. Yeah. So I [00:15:20] was kind of like, I’m gonna invest myself. Um, so that’s all I was doing [00:15:25] just every single day. Uh, especially between parts one and part two. Before parts one, [00:15:30] there was a bit of a waiting list, so it did give me plenty of time to pass my oils to prepare for part one. [00:15:35] I had like literally a year for that. But between part one and part two, it’s only a few months and you [00:15:40] have to be really prepared for the exam.

Payman Langroudi: Uh, and what do you have to do? Like a crown prep or something?

Sanaa Harroussi: So there was crown [00:15:45] prep, uh, cavities and all, uh, [00:15:50] like root canal, uh, access and prep. What else? Even the [00:15:55] way you fit the matrix band and the way you put the wedge, everything has to be perfect, basically. And, uh, and the main [00:16:00] thing is the timing. You have to finish all the tasks in a limited amount of time, and everything has [00:16:05] to be perfect. Passing rate for the second part was 25%, which means you have to be one of the best. It’s [00:16:10] not just doing a good prep, it’s one of the best preps, which makes it more challenging.

Payman Langroudi: Yeah.

Sanaa Harroussi: Um. [00:16:15] What else?

Payman Langroudi: So did you pass it?

Sanaa Harroussi: Yeah. First. First time? Both of them. Oh, really? [00:16:20] Yeah. It was like.

Payman Langroudi: First person I’ve heard has ever said that. Yeah. So. [00:16:25] So then you felt great.

Sanaa Harroussi: Felt amazing. It was like a dream coming true. I remember I was in [00:16:30] France. Uh, there was, uh, similar to clinical innovation here. It was, like, kind of similar [00:16:35] in France. And it was like lots of us. And they had just passed their exam. They had just found out [00:16:40] that they passed their exam. They were allowed to practice in Paris, and I passed my aura. We all kind [00:16:45] of passed at the same year. So they were kind of like, oh, that’s amazing. We should keep in touch. Unfortunately we didn’t. I [00:16:50] only kept in touch with my very close friends from from Rabat, and I’m still in touch with them till now. Um, [00:16:55] but most of my friends are dentists. Oh, that’s what I noticed. Most of them. [00:17:00] Um. So. Yeah.

Payman Langroudi: So now. So now you’re. You’re [00:17:05] married? No. Kids?

Sanaa Harroussi: Yes.

Payman Langroudi: Is that right? No kids at this point?

Sanaa Harroussi: Yes. [00:17:10]

Payman Langroudi: And now what? Find a job? Yes. Was that the idea?

Sanaa Harroussi: Yeah. So I started with [00:17:15] the BJ. Yeah. Um, looking for jobs and stuff, and, uh, literally my [00:17:20] first job offer. So I remember the first interview I had, and they lived kind of like your. Your profile [00:17:25] is amazing. That’s it. I didn’t even have any other interview. You are the one. I’m so pleased [00:17:30] with you. That’s it. You’re hired. And kind of like I was happy, but at the same time, it’s going to be Swiss Sussex.

Payman Langroudi: So [00:17:35] Sussex.

Sanaa Harroussi: West.

Payman Langroudi: Sussex, West Sussex.

Sanaa Harroussi: So my husband was working in the city [00:17:40] back then, so for him it means he has to take a train and can take him two hours door to door and there [00:17:45] aren’t that many trains as well. But he was like so kind of supportive. He was like, don’t worry, be fine. And she was [00:17:50] amazing. It was an Iranian dentist, lovely lady. And she said, don’t worry about it. You could even [00:17:55] have the she had a flat above the practice because you can stay there until you get yourself [00:18:00] settled. Don’t you worry, just focus on work. It’s kind of like, okay, amazing. So I came home, we were celebrating, [00:18:05] but at the same time I had that weird feeling inside. It’s kind of like I’m not sure it’s the right decision. I’m not sure. Then [00:18:10] on Monday, she’s called me to say, I’m really sorry. I’ve just checked and it’s going to take forever to take you to get your performance [00:18:15] and it’s going to take. And I need someone who needs to start ASAP. So I’m really sorry. Um, I can’t [00:18:20] hire you. And deep inside, I was kind of like, it’s a bit of a relief because I didn’t really want to move that [00:18:25] far.

Sanaa Harroussi: Um, and then I’m having a chat with my [00:18:30] sister, and she goes, why don’t you just try to just [00:18:35] call the local practices in your neighbourhood? I was kind of like, I don’t think so. [00:18:40] I don’t think I don’t think that’s how it works. She goes, you have nothing to lose. Just try the [00:18:45] next day. I remember my uncle knocking at the door and he goes, [00:18:50] like, we’ve just received that list because I’ve told him what she has told me. And he goes, we just received that [00:18:55] list. It’s the list of all the NHS practices in the neighbourhood. It’s including dental practice. So it [00:19:00] was all the list with phone number and email and everything. So he goes, [00:19:05] why don’t you just try it? I mean, it’s a sign he came through the door by post. I [00:19:10] don’t know why they posted that leaflet anyway, but it had exactly what I needed. I didn’t even need to do any [00:19:15] much research. There was a name of the practice, the address and the phone number. So I started calling them and [00:19:20] I had quite like five practices that were hiring literally in my neighbourhood.

Payman Langroudi: Because no one wants to be an [00:19:25] NHS dentist these days. Right. How long ago was this?

Sanaa Harroussi: That was 15. Even even even, um. [00:19:30] Now it’s even worse.

Payman Langroudi: 15 years.

Sanaa Harroussi: Ago. 15 years ago? Yeah. Back then, it wasn’t [00:19:35] as bad. Now it’s. Nobody wants to work on it, to be honest. Um, so. Yeah. [00:19:40] Um.

Payman Langroudi: So five.

Sanaa Harroussi: Of them. But I had zero experience in the UK back then. So, um. [00:19:45]

Payman Langroudi: Were they corporates, any of them or.

Sanaa Harroussi: Were they all? I think most of them were family [00:19:50] practices. So, um.

Payman Langroudi: So you took one of those jobs.

Sanaa Harroussi: So exactly. And [00:19:55] then, um, so, uh, I’ve spoken to a few of them, and then one of them [00:20:00] had, uh, the receptionist called me back and she said, well, uh, [00:20:05] I’ve got your number. The principal wants to meet you, my current principal, and I go, [00:20:10] yes, sure. How long would it take you to be here? After ten minutes, she goes, are you sure? She goes, yeah, yeah, I live down the road. So [00:20:15] I quickly changed, uh, took my CV, went to see her. She had a look at the CV. She was very happy [00:20:20] with it. And she goes, uh, when can we start? And we just started the paperwork, [00:20:25] literally. And then a few months later, I was working for her.

Payman Langroudi: And what was your. I mean, and.

Sanaa Harroussi: That [00:20:30] was walking distance.

Payman Langroudi: As a French qualified prosthodontist. Yes. [00:20:35] What was your first impression of the NHS?

Sanaa Harroussi: I was kind of like, what is [00:20:40] that like disbelief? Yes.

Payman Langroudi: And the rules and regulations? Like, [00:20:45] who explained all that to you?

Sanaa Harroussi: So before I started working though, I’ve done [00:20:50] some internship in another dental practice. So, uh.

Payman Langroudi: What, [00:20:55] nursing or something?

Sanaa Harroussi: No, no, no. In another dental practice. He was a friend of my [00:21:00] uncle. My uncle used to own a restaurant. And across the road there was a dentist. Um, his [00:21:05] name is Garth. Very, very supportive. Um, I’d like to say hello to him [00:21:10] if he’s listening. Um, and, uh, I managed to do my internship [00:21:15] at his practice, so for a good four months, I used to just go and watch, uh, so [00:21:20] it was a bit of fun.

Payman Langroudi: Um, was that an NHS?

Sanaa Harroussi: Uh, it was a mixed practice. Yes. Yes. [00:21:25]

Payman Langroudi: So you kind of got your head.

Sanaa Harroussi: I kind of knew how it works. Yeah. So when I joined my first job, [00:21:30] I knew how it works. Like, even stuff, like how to do referral letter and everything. How the NHS works. [00:21:35] Yes. So which made it a bit easier for me because I knew how the NHS works.

Payman Langroudi: The whole note [00:21:40] writing nightmare that every dentist has to go through. That must have been a [00:21:45] shock. Yeah. The detail you have to write. Exactly. Different to France, I bet. [00:21:50]

Sanaa Harroussi: Very different. Very different.

Payman Langroudi: And what about patients? [00:21:55] I mean, what’s a French patient? I had some French patients.

Sanaa Harroussi: Very difficult.

Payman Langroudi: I found French [00:22:00] patients very difficult.

Sanaa Harroussi: Very demanding.

Payman Langroudi: Hypochondriac, very demanding, very [00:22:05] demanding.

Sanaa Harroussi: It has to be excellent.

Payman Langroudi: So German patients I found amazing. Like, amazing. [00:22:10] They would just sit back. Doc, you know best. Whatever you say that. Yes, absolutely. Very compliant [00:22:15] French patients I found tough.

Sanaa Harroussi: You have to make sure everything is perfect. Like the expectation.

Payman Langroudi: Lots [00:22:20] of questions and very high expectations. Yes. So the British patient. Not so hard [00:22:25] compared to the French.

Sanaa Harroussi: Easier, I would.

Payman Langroudi: Say. Yeah, yeah I bet. Yeah. So [00:22:30] okay.

Sanaa Harroussi: I’m quite I’m quite hard on myself. So whatever work I try to do, I really try my [00:22:35] best to do the best I can. Definitely. And sometimes it’s even good. I want once more. I always [00:22:40] want more. I always want to improve myself. Yeah, but I’m not sure if it’s a good thing because I’m a bit too tough on myself. [00:22:45] Like always pushing myself to.

Payman Langroudi: Good and a bad thing, isn’t it? Like everything else, there’s good and bad [00:22:50] in it. But but, you know, being a good dentist, I mean it. It’s as much [00:22:55] to do with the way you talk to the patient or the way you listen [00:23:00] to the patient as it is to do with your matrix band. Right? You know, and it’s [00:23:05] important to bear that in mind. You know, that. I mean, I remember some of my bosses charming, [00:23:10] charming, charming guy. But, you know, the [00:23:15] matrix band wasn’t wasn’t great. Um, and the opposite [00:23:20] as well, you know, technically brilliant dentists who just couldn’t talk to patients [00:23:25] properly.

Sanaa Harroussi: A good balance.

Payman Langroudi: Between you need both. You need both, especially when people are scared. [00:23:30] Right. And that’s important to bear in mind. People are scared. More than half are [00:23:35] frightened when they’re in the room. And we forget that. You know, I only remembered [00:23:40] it now when I became a patient, you know, had a feeling it was a scary experience. You [00:23:45] know, even even when you know everything that’s going on.

Sanaa Harroussi: I think it’s worse when you know what’s happening. Maybe the least, [00:23:50] you know, the better off you are.

Payman Langroudi: Maybe. Maybe you’re right. So how long did you stay there?

Sanaa Harroussi: Uh, [00:23:55] were.

Payman Langroudi: You still there?

Sanaa Harroussi: This job? Well, for the last 15 years.

Payman Langroudi: You’re [00:24:00] still there in the same place. Oh, wow.

Sanaa Harroussi: Yeah.

Payman Langroudi: So do I. Take it you don’t like [00:24:05] change? Um.

Sanaa Harroussi: Yeah.

Payman Langroudi: So [00:24:10] when did you have children in that journey?

Sanaa Harroussi: So, um. I [00:24:15] would say two years after I started working. Exactly two years afterwards, [00:24:20] I had my first son. Um, he’s 12 now. Time flies.

Payman Langroudi: Yeah.

Sanaa Harroussi: So. [00:24:25] And then back then, my husband got a job in, um, around Asia. He had to be head in Asia, so [00:24:30] he was travelling a lot all over Asia. So had the best maternity leave ever. I got to travel [00:24:35] most of Asia. Just name it. And that baby, aged six months, had visited like nine different countries. [00:24:40] We were so well travelled.

Payman Langroudi: And you said he’s in it?

Sanaa Harroussi: No no, no. He’s 12 now. [00:24:45]

Payman Langroudi: No, no. What does your husband do?

Sanaa Harroussi: Oh, no. He works in marketing. He was a marketing director. Marketing? [00:24:50] Yeah.

Payman Langroudi: Okay. So you had a year travelling around Asia? Yes. And then. [00:24:55]

Sanaa Harroussi: Six months. I mean, I had six months maternity leave.

Payman Langroudi: And then back to London.

Sanaa Harroussi: And then back to London.

Payman Langroudi: And then [00:25:00] to part time after that.

Sanaa Harroussi: No. Carried on working Monday to Saturday. Believe it or not, I’m a workaholic. [00:25:05]

Payman Langroudi: So a nanny?

Sanaa Harroussi: Uh, yes. Uh, we had help, but [00:25:10] we had as well. Uh, my mother in law had retired that year, luckily for me. So, [00:25:15] uh, I had quite a bit of support with my mum and my mother in law. Um, and then full time nursery, [00:25:20] bless him.

Payman Langroudi: What are your feelings around, you know, like wanting [00:25:25] it all.

Sanaa Harroussi: Wanting it all. That’s me. That’s totally me. I want it all.

Payman Langroudi: Yeah, but do you agree? [00:25:30] It’s impossible.

Sanaa Harroussi: As much as you can of each.

Payman Langroudi: But no, no, I mean, look, [00:25:35] I want it all. Yeah. Yes. But I’m not a woman. Yeah. So I don’t have two children. [00:25:40] Yes. But one. It all could mean anything, right? You could say, hey, want it all? Could be [00:25:45] owning 100 practices. Yeah, yeah. You haven’t done that? Yeah. So [00:25:50] what is it? What are the limits of wanting it all? Okay, I want to career. I [00:25:55] want a husband. I want children and all that. What gives? Something [00:26:00] gives.

Sanaa Harroussi: Well, I tried to take time after. [00:26:05] Out of all of this, uh, my secret to cope with all of that, [00:26:10] I try to. Once a year, I go for retreat. Oh, really? For a long [00:26:15] weekend. And I have my me time with myself. With a friend. Yeah. [00:26:20]

Payman Langroudi: Like way.

Sanaa Harroussi: So, um, so the idea came from one of my best friends. [00:26:25] Um, uh, let me tell you more about my second. [00:26:30]

Payman Langroudi: Oh, second.

Sanaa Harroussi: Kid. My second kid.

Payman Langroudi: So how many years later was that?

Sanaa Harroussi: So four years later. [00:26:35] So I had like, three years to settle everything down. Had a second child, um, [00:26:40] decided to give the second child, give birth in Morocco. So it was kind of. We’ll get more family [00:26:45] support. Let me spend that six months back home. Yeah. Just I will get more support with for the [00:26:50] elder son. And I wanted him to go to I wanted him to learn French because my eldest son was only speaking English back then. [00:26:55] Um, and we thought if we take him to nursery back home in Morocco, he will get to [00:27:00] learn how to speak French fluently, because we wanted to put him in French school. So, uh, gave [00:27:05] birth. And I remember the petition telling me, oh, you’re so lucky you’ve got such a lovely [00:27:10] baby. Perfectly healthy. Um, and then I remember my sister when he was about [00:27:15] five weeks, they came to visit and they met him. The first thing they said, your baby is floppy. And it’s kind of like, no, [00:27:20] it was total denial. Couldn’t see it. He was only five weeks for me. He [00:27:25] looked normal. And she goes, no, no, you should get him checked. He looks floppy. [00:27:30] Um, and then the following week, um, my, [00:27:35] uh, elder son had tonsillitis, a bit of temperature, and I had to take him to penetration. [00:27:40] So, uh. And I took the baby with me, so my dad took [00:27:45] me. Got to the paediatrician. She’s checking the elder son. She goes, yeah, he needs some antibiotics. [00:27:50] And I say, would you mind just checking the baby? Because my sister keeps saying that she’s a bit floppy, [00:27:55] and I’m not quite sure.

Sanaa Harroussi: And, um. And she had a look, and I remember she took a little hammer and she was checking [00:28:00] on, like, hitting his knee just to see if there is anything wrong with him. Any [00:28:05] response? And she goes like, no, he is. No, your sister’s absolutely right. You need to get him [00:28:10] checked. And then there was a huge series of exams that same day. Now, [00:28:15] the good thing about, uh, medical treatment in Morocco is everything is happening fast. [00:28:20] So she called a cardiologist that she knew. She she sent him straight away. We checked [00:28:25] the heart. Everything is normal. Chest x ray. No problem with the breathing. Then they’ve done, [00:28:30] um, some, um, MRI. Everything normal. She goes, oh, we have to see. [00:28:35] You have to see your paediatrician. And, uh, so that was on a Monday. [00:28:40] On Wednesday, I was seen by the neuro paediatrician. She literally prioritised. She got a couple of phone calls [00:28:45] from from paediatrician and from another friend of ours who’s a doctor, and they were kind of like, please, they don’t have [00:28:50] much time. And if he could just speed everything up. So by Wednesday [00:28:55] we would know paediatrician and she goes, I think he has spinal [00:29:00] muscular atrophy condition that I’ve never heard about. So I thought, okay, um, so, [00:29:05] uh, after that, uh, we had to [00:29:10] get some tests done and the results came after a week [00:29:15] which did confirm that he has spinal muscular atrophy, which means life expectancy of six months. [00:29:20]

Payman Langroudi: Wow.

Sanaa Harroussi: So, yeah, we brought him back to London and we went to the GP [00:29:25] and tried to get referral done. Luckily we had diagnosis. Everything was [00:29:30] done. Um, so. Yeah. Um, and then we started looking at [00:29:35] clinical trials and, um, he was referred to Great Ormond Street. Amazing [00:29:40] hospital.

Payman Langroudi: Yeah.

Sanaa Harroussi: Provided amazing care. Um, but [00:29:45] they had the clinical trial was not up and running in London yet. However, it was in Paris. [00:29:50] Um, so one of my best friends came to visit me. She. She’s a dentist, [00:29:55] too. She used to be my next door neighbour back home. The funny thing. Literally next door neighbour. Um. [00:30:00] We studied dentistry together in Rabat, and she did her postgraduate in France too. So she came to visit [00:30:05] and she goes, oh, how does it work for the clinical trial? Well, the funny thing is it says the hospital [00:30:10] is called Salpetriere, which is the hospital where we were doing our postgraduates. She goes, okay, [00:30:15] let me speak to my, uh, to my boss. He might know him and he can get some info for [00:30:20] you. So that was over the weekend. So Monday she’s calling me and she goes like, oh, I [00:30:25] got some info. They’re taking patients. You can bring your son.

Payman Langroudi: For the trial. [00:30:30]

Sanaa Harroussi: For the clinical trial. So, uh, so it was amazing. So I emailed [00:30:35] him. I’m just waiting for the answer. And literally he emailed me back late in [00:30:40] that same evening, and, uh, I thought, I’m like, however, I want the clinical trial to start [00:30:45] in France, but I want to carry on. I want to carry on the treatment, uh, in London [00:30:50] once it’s up and running at Great Ormond Street. Um, so he spoke to the other [00:30:55] team and they, they found an agreement. So it was a miracle. It was [00:31:00] dream coming true. And I managed to put him into clinical trial. And then after that, lots of families did the same. They [00:31:05] started taking their kids all the way to Paris for the treatment until it started in the UK. And [00:31:10] until now, he’s still alive.

Payman Langroudi: So I mean, what was going through your head? Were you.

Sanaa Harroussi: Uh. [00:31:15] Well, I had to fight for him, basically. Anyhow, if [00:31:20] there is no treatment, then let’s check clinical trials. It was a risk because it’s a clinical trial. But I [00:31:25] know that that treatment was up and running in the US. Uh, but that’s the only treatment that really [00:31:30] keeping him alive. He will never have a normal life. He will always be disabled. But I’m okay with that. Um, [00:31:35] just giving him the best quality of life he can have.

Payman Langroudi: So did you go into, like, deep research [00:31:40] mode yourself? Like, just trying to find out everything you could.

Sanaa Harroussi: And try to get in touch with other [00:31:45] special needs mom, with kids with the same condition who were guiding me what to do next. Um, [00:31:50] and then whatever treatment he would need next, whatever surgery he would need next. Um, [00:31:55] yeah.

Payman Langroudi: And he’s eight now.

Sanaa Harroussi: He’s eight. Yes. And so. Correct. [00:32:00]

Payman Langroudi: So when you say he’ll be disabled.

Sanaa Harroussi: Like he can’t walk, he’s always wheelchair. [00:32:05] Yeah, yeah. It affects all the muscles of the body. Um.

Payman Langroudi: And what was the treatment [00:32:10] that that.

Sanaa Harroussi: So it’s a new treatment. Uh, so with that neuromuscular [00:32:15] condition, it affects the way the signal comes from the brain to the muscle to ask the muscle to move. [00:32:20] So, uh, the it’s like a treatment. He has to have an injection [00:32:25] on his spine. It’s a bit like the epidural. Mhm. But he has to have that medication every four [00:32:30] months for the rest of his life. Mhm. So once every four months he gets the injection done with whatever molecule [00:32:35] that is missing to.

Payman Langroudi: Can you move at all.

Sanaa Harroussi: Oh he can move. Yeah. He can move his [00:32:40] hand. If you give him an iPad you’d be very impressed about the way he can.

Payman Langroudi: Swipe. [00:32:45]

Sanaa Harroussi: It. Yeah. We had friends visiting last weekend and their daughter [00:32:50] was just amazed about the way he was using his his iPad and how quickly he could, you know, [00:32:55] he was like, I don’t want to be rude, but I didn’t realise how clever he was. But when you see him [00:33:00] using his iPad, wow. It’s impressive. And he could screen mirror it. Especially if, like, daddy’s watching [00:33:05] TV and he’s on his iPad watching cartoons and he wants to annoy him. And like, it would be [00:33:10] like, you know, when you’re just waiting for the goal is coming. And then he would scream cartoons [00:33:15] on the TV. Yeah, he’s extremely clever.

Payman Langroudi: And your day to day, I mean, does he go to a normal school?

Sanaa Harroussi: He goes to a special [00:33:20] school.

Payman Langroudi: A special.

Sanaa Harroussi: School? Yeah. Yeah, we’ve got great support. We’ve got his uh, we’ve got, [00:33:25] uh, like carers helping with him.

Payman Langroudi: Who visit every day and.

Sanaa Harroussi: Every day they [00:33:30] take him to school. Um, he has a school transport as well. Um, yeah. [00:33:35] And he has an overnight carer as well who’s watching him while he’s asleep.

Payman Langroudi: And what goes through your mind [00:33:40] about the future with him?

Sanaa Harroussi: Um, I don’t take life for granted anymore. [00:33:45] You have to take it one day at a time, you know?

Payman Langroudi: Really?

Sanaa Harroussi: Yeah. I remember one of my best friends. [00:33:50] Um, she came to visit him at the hospital, and [00:33:55] back then he was in intensive care, and he was really sick. And she goes, that’s really sad. You know, it’s heartbreaking. [00:34:00] And, um, a few years later, last year, she got cancer [00:34:05] and she passed away within eight months. Wow. So you never know who’s gonna. [00:34:10] You know.

Payman Langroudi: So it’s changed you in that way?

Sanaa Harroussi: Yes. Yeah. [00:34:15] You really have to just enjoy life and take it one day at a time.

Payman Langroudi: It’s [00:34:20] important. I mean, it’s funny because I find when when [00:34:25] things go wrong in your life, the best way to deal with it is to kind of [00:34:30] have gratitude for.

Sanaa Harroussi: Yeah, I’m appreciating health a lot.

Payman Langroudi: But gratitude for what [00:34:35] you do have.

Sanaa Harroussi: Yes. And when I had my third child, I was grateful for every tiny [00:34:40] bit.

Payman Langroudi: Was it a third child?

Sanaa Harroussi: A third son after that, four years later. So every four years. [00:34:45] But I’m done now. Uh, so I wanted [00:34:50] my elder son to have a sibling he could play with who could run after him, who could, you know. And so together [00:34:55] they play football together.

Payman Langroudi: So they have a four year old as well.

Sanaa Harroussi: I’ve got a four year old.

Payman Langroudi: Wow. You [00:35:00] are busy. Yes, you are busy. And you still work full time?

Sanaa Harroussi: I work, [00:35:05] uh, four days. Yes.

Payman Langroudi: No. I think I think you should go [00:35:10] down to, like, two days would be perfect for you.

Sanaa Harroussi: Maybe one day.

Payman Langroudi: Well, [00:35:15] I’ve done one day. You know, I’ve done everything. I’ve done. One day, two days, four days, five days. I haven’t done six. Um, [00:35:20] but one day I did for about five years. And it’s [00:35:25] incorrect. It’s just not right. You just.

Sanaa Harroussi: I think to the minimum.

Payman Langroudi: You’re not there enough. Yeah. To [00:35:30] give a damn, you know, like, let’s say the nurse does something wrong or something’s [00:35:35] up with your loops or something. You’re just like, you look at your watch and you’re [00:35:40] like, you’re going to be out of here in two hours time, and then it’s all over. You know, it’s just it’s not the right rhythm. [00:35:45] Whereas I find two days plus a hobby or in your case, you know.

Sanaa Harroussi: I’m addicted [00:35:50] to dentistry. That’s the problem. I enjoy dentistry.

Payman Langroudi: Two days is good, two.

Sanaa Harroussi: Days is good, two days. And I could [00:35:55] do courses or something of the week. But it has to be dentistry. I know.

Payman Langroudi: Two days plus another [00:36:00] business, let’s say. Yeah, like some people do property or whatever. In your case, just two days. Plus [00:36:05] your mother. You’ve got enough on your plate. On your plate. Or two days. Plus yoga, if you want. Yeah. [00:36:10] It’s. What I’m saying is two days is kind of this hobby dentistry? Yeah. Three days. If [00:36:15] it’s like you have to earn like, you know, and I think, you know, five [00:36:20] days is incorrect. Like, you really shouldn’t do five days. It’s a mistake at [00:36:25] a higher level of dentistry I think for 3 or 2 is correct. [00:36:30] But then they have to be good days, right? They have to be important days. Days that you, you [00:36:35] know, you produce um, or days that you want to do stuff, the kind of [00:36:40] dentistry you want to do. Right. And so, you know, in your case, you have to [00:36:45] you have to do the pros, you know, put the pros into practice. Um, [00:36:50] and that’s the, the fire in your belly that I saw in [00:36:55] many smile makeover. You need to do that kind of work I think definitely [00:37:00] it’s interesting interesting question, man, Amount that you’re managing all of that with [00:37:05] a massive smile on your face.

Sanaa Harroussi: Yes, I’m an optimistic person. I always take take everything positively. [00:37:10]

Payman Langroudi: Would you say that was the darkest day, though, when when you found out [00:37:15] about your.

Sanaa Harroussi: The saddest day of my life? Yes. The [00:37:20] diagnosis. Because you know that your life will never be the same.

Payman Langroudi: Yeah.

Sanaa Harroussi: Neither [00:37:25] before and days after. But it made me stronger.

Payman Langroudi: Yeah.

Sanaa Harroussi: And that resilience. That boy has such resilience [00:37:30] like he. The first year was the hardest. Now he’s absolutely fine. Now he’s very, [00:37:35] very stable. Uh, but the first year, um, and you see how thick [00:37:40] he would be, but he still kind of. He’s such a tough cookie. He’s [00:37:45] really, really resilient. And he’s, like, fighting with all his heart. So when you see [00:37:50] him like that, fighting that hard, you have to, you know, you have to be supportive. You have to help him.

Payman Langroudi: I [00:37:55] think kids end up teaching you as much as you teach them.

Sanaa Harroussi: From.

Payman Langroudi: Him in all kids, you know? I [00:38:00] mean, he’s a special case, right? Yeah, but all kids, you think you’re going to teach them, but [00:38:05] you actually do learn a lot from from them because they haven’t got the bullshit that we have as an [00:38:10] adult. You know, you end up your your basic childish sort of hopes and dreams [00:38:15] get polluted so much as you, as you grow up. Um, and kids still have that, right? They [00:38:20] still have it. Tell me about your career goals now, then. [00:38:25]

Sanaa Harroussi: Um.

Payman Langroudi: Are you going to continue going on every course you find?

Sanaa Harroussi: And I [00:38:30] really enjoy it. Really, really enjoy taking courses. Um. I find [00:38:35] it fun. It’s like going back to uni, in a way. Yeah. Um.

Payman Langroudi: But something different from the [00:38:40] day to day.

Sanaa Harroussi: But I like to improve myself. And, um.

Payman Langroudi: What [00:38:45] did this come from with this, this sort of, um, obsessive improvement [00:38:50] thing?

Sanaa Harroussi: I’m not sure.

Payman Langroudi: Like, were you that child [00:38:55] from.

Sanaa Harroussi: I probably got it from my mum. My mum is a perfectionist. She wants everything to be perfect. Yes.

Payman Langroudi: You would [00:39:00] like that as a child, even?

Sanaa Harroussi: Yes. Really? Yeah. Yeah, yeah.

Payman Langroudi: You don’t remember [00:39:05] a time when you weren’t that.

Sanaa Harroussi: Since I was a child, to be honest, [00:39:10] I’ve always tried to improve myself. I would always have, like, [00:39:15] it’s like a PDP in place personal development plan.

Payman Langroudi: So [00:39:20] then what’s the downside of being that person? If [00:39:25] something isn’t perfect, does it drive you crazy? No.

Sanaa Harroussi: No, I’m all right. But [00:39:30] the downside is I can be a bit too tough on myself. But lately, [00:39:35] I’m trying to kind of be more gentle with myself, give myself a tap in the back and [00:39:40] say. And just think you’re doing your best, and that’s enough. Yeah, yeah. [00:39:45]

Payman Langroudi: Yeah. You know, it’s a problem. It’s a disease of women generally that [00:39:50] they really don’t give themselves a break. Yeah. I’ve noticed. Um, and [00:39:55] this is why I was asking you about having it all, because it’s so difficult to have it. All right. [00:40:00]

Sanaa Harroussi: The retreat is good. Where’d you go? So last year, I went to Ibiza. [00:40:05] Oh, it was amazing. Uh, so it was just all about meditation and [00:40:10] yoga.

Payman Langroudi: Do you do that anyway?

Sanaa Harroussi: Uh, I do Pilates at [00:40:15] least twice a week when I can. Three times a week. It’s great for the backache. I don’t have [00:40:20] that much backache. Since I’ve started Pilates and the loops. These two things combined together did help a lot. Um, [00:40:25] so. Yeah. And then going for retreat. Just for a long weekend. But it makes a huge [00:40:30] difference. You come back really refreshed.

Payman Langroudi: Let’s talk clinical now. What’s [00:40:35] what’s your favourite kind of treatment?

Sanaa Harroussi: What I would say. Bonding.

Payman Langroudi: Bonding. Really?

Sanaa Harroussi: I love it. [00:40:40] I just love the result and the look on the face of the patient when they hold the mirror.

Payman Langroudi: Yeah, [00:40:45] but, I mean, that doesn’t have to be bonding, right? That could be veneers or whatever, like, you.

Sanaa Harroussi: Know, but even, [00:40:50] like.

Payman Langroudi: Sculpt it yourself. You like to actually make the tooth yourself a [00:40:55] bit of an artist.

Sanaa Harroussi: Building it up from from scratch. Yes.

Payman Langroudi: But don’t you find with bonding that the [00:41:00] result doesn’t last very long?

Sanaa Harroussi: So it’s a balance, and it depends on [00:41:05] the patients with heavy smokers.

Payman Langroudi: And the dentist. Right? Yes. True. True. [00:41:10] Um, but it’s very unforgiving work. That’s the thing. It is [00:41:15] bonding.

Sanaa Harroussi: A tiny little, like, air bubble can just mess up the whole thing. Yeah. Yes.

Payman Langroudi: Yeah. [00:41:20] But if you think about. We like to talk about mistakes on this pod.

Sanaa Harroussi: Yes. [00:41:25]

Payman Langroudi: Clinical mistakes.

Sanaa Harroussi: I’ve got a quite funny one.

Payman Langroudi: What comes to mind when I say clinical? [00:41:30] Clinical error.

Sanaa Harroussi: Uh, so I had, uh, that was about 15 years [00:41:35] ago or 14 years ago, um.

Payman Langroudi: In the.

Sanaa Harroussi: Uk. In the UK was quite nervous, patient. [00:41:40] And I’m just about to do basic thing as cementing an inlay. Um, [00:41:45] and the patient started panicking, literally pulled out my hand and swallowed the inlay. [00:41:50]

Payman Langroudi: And he pulled your hand out?

Sanaa Harroussi: Yes. She pulled my hand out, and.

Payman Langroudi: Then you dropped it.

Sanaa Harroussi: And [00:41:55] swallowed it. I was trying it on. I’m just trying if it fits well before cementing it. And she [00:42:00] just.

Payman Langroudi: Happened. She was nervous or something.

Sanaa Harroussi: She had a bit of a gag as well. So literally pull out my hand, swallowed [00:42:05] it and I had to send her for chest x ray. So yeah, that was not fun. [00:42:10]

Payman Langroudi: So what you sent to the hospital?

Sanaa Harroussi: Yeah, I had to send her to the hospital for chest [00:42:15] x ray to make sure it didn’t go in the airway. No, it wasn’t stomach. It was fine.

Payman Langroudi: What [00:42:20] happened then?

Sanaa Harroussi: I can’t remember, I think I fitted the Fuji for her back then, [00:42:25] like temporary.

Payman Langroudi: Did she?

Sanaa Harroussi: I think I referred her to. I think she was seen [00:42:30] afterwards by another dentist.

Payman Langroudi: Did she kind of take the blame for it, or was she blaming you?

Sanaa Harroussi: She didn’t [00:42:35] blame me. Of course she knows. It’s not my fault. It was quite traumatic. I think it was taken over by another [00:42:40] dentist afterward.

Payman Langroudi: What about a a treatment that went wrong [00:42:45] in some way? Like did you learn something?

Sanaa Harroussi: So I learned that day I better put [00:42:50] a rubber dam rubber down. That’s I learned that day. Um, Uh.

Payman Langroudi: But, you know, from, [00:42:55] from a treatment modality kind of perspective, you know, like, sometimes you do something a [00:43:00] certain way until you see it fail. I mean, 15 years in the same practice, you must [00:43:05] have seen your own work fail a few times. Right? So where is [00:43:10] that kind of comeback and made you think? Think about, oh, I’m going to do things slightly differently [00:43:15] because a lot of people don’t have that privilege. Right? To see.

Sanaa Harroussi: Their own.

Payman Langroudi: Because they move [00:43:20] around so much. What comes to mind when I say that?

Sanaa Harroussi: Yeah. [00:43:25] Using rubber dam makes a big difference, to be honest. Overall, when it [00:43:30] comes to longevity of of uh, of of feelings, for instance, using [00:43:35] the right lab does help to.

Payman Langroudi: The right lab. Yeah. Huge. Huge. [00:43:40] When you use the right lab, you feel like a brilliant dentist. True. And when you use a bad lab, you feel [00:43:45] like a terrible dentist. Yes. And sometimes it’s not you, you know, sometimes it is the lab.

Sanaa Harroussi: Yeah, sometimes [00:43:50] it is the lab. And the worst thing is when they deny it. You know, if they apologise, it’s okay.

Payman Langroudi: Yeah, [00:43:55] well I wouldn’t, I wouldn’t blame like it’s not. It’s not like who’s going to take the blame.

Sanaa Harroussi: But we [00:44:00] work as a team but yeah yeah, yeah. But some labs, they just wouldn’t, um, [00:44:05] wouldn’t take your feedback to learn from it. I’m not giving you the feedback just to criticise. [00:44:10] We want to move on together. Um, when when I see that I’m giving a proper feedback [00:44:15] and they kind of denying it all, not even trying to see where is the problem. You [00:44:20] know, you might need to change the lab. Yeah.

Payman Langroudi: Yeah. What aspect of the job do you hate? [00:44:25]

Sanaa Harroussi: Um, what [00:44:30] aspect of the job? I hate working in the stress overall.

Payman Langroudi: Yeah. [00:44:35]

Sanaa Harroussi: Working under pressure because that [00:44:40] can push you to make mistakes.

Payman Langroudi: Time pressure.

Sanaa Harroussi: Um.

Payman Langroudi: Did you have that [00:44:45] issue that you’re like, for instance, NHS you can’t give the time?

Sanaa Harroussi: Uh, no, usually I do give [00:44:50] the time. Even with NHS, I try to find the right balance. I don’t overbook myself, [00:44:55] but you could be more productive rather [00:45:00] than booking a patient. I’ve never been booking every ten minutes.

Payman Langroudi: So how long [00:45:05] do you spend on an average day?

Sanaa Harroussi: Half an hour per patient.

Payman Langroudi: Oh, really? Yeah.

Sanaa Harroussi: 15 [00:45:10] minutes if it’s a fit. But usually we really take our time.

Payman Langroudi: It’s difficult running both kind [00:45:15] of both private and NHS in the same situation. Right. Either one of them [00:45:20] gets better or one of them gets worse. You know, there’s there’s it’s hard and [00:45:25] it’s hard to explain to patients. That must be the hardest bit. That’s the hardest bit.

Sanaa Harroussi: What is covered. What [00:45:30] is not covered. Which part has to be private? Which which part can be NHS? Yeah, that’s going to be.

Payman Langroudi: Changing as well. So it’s [00:45:35] difficult explaining to a patient that I’m going to take more time. It’s [00:45:40] kind of a difficult conversation to have because patients say, what do you mean like this? [00:45:45] Or I’m going to use a better material. Even that feels strange, [00:45:50] doesn’t it? Yes. So how did you negotiate that? You must. You must have figured out that conversation.

Sanaa Harroussi: Find a [00:45:55] polite way of explaining it, basically.

Payman Langroudi: What’d you say? Like, [00:46:00] how do you explain to a patient a private feeling over an NHS one? What do you say? The colour. [00:46:05]

Sanaa Harroussi: As well.

Payman Langroudi: Yeah.

Sanaa Harroussi: Using the word cosmetic [00:46:10] filling can help. They can understand whatever cosmetic is more private rather than NHS.

Payman Langroudi: Yeah. [00:46:15]

Sanaa Harroussi: Um, and then you offer both. But you [00:46:20] explained that that material more cosmetic is going to give more cosmetic results.

Payman Langroudi: And what [00:46:25] do you reckon that you’re going to do next. Like what. [00:46:30] Have you got a plan. You must have. Right. You’re that planner.

Sanaa Harroussi: I used to plan. [00:46:35] The thing is, I used to plan my life ten years in advance. Before I had my son. [00:46:40] My second son.

Payman Langroudi: That changed. The game.

Sanaa Harroussi: Changed. And I’m kind of like, I’m going to take it one day at [00:46:45] a time and just wait and see. Whatever life is throwing [00:46:50] at me.

Payman Langroudi: But you, for instance, do you ever plan to have your own practice?

Sanaa Harroussi: My own practice? [00:46:55] Um. I’m going to need an amazing associate’s before I can think about [00:47:00] practice. Practice by myself would be too challenging.

Payman Langroudi: Yeah, but you could. You could buy a practice with [00:47:05] four associates or whatever. You know, like.

Sanaa Harroussi: Possibly.

Payman Langroudi: Owning [00:47:10] your own practice, for instance, as a time constraint. Right?

Sanaa Harroussi: It’s a that’s the thing. It’s a [00:47:15] responsibility.

Payman Langroudi: It’s a responsibility.

Sanaa Harroussi: Responsibility.

Payman Langroudi: So but were you not that person [00:47:20] who was always dreaming of owning your own practice? I mean, maybe maybe your son changed that idea, right?

Sanaa Harroussi: It [00:47:25] was in my mind in the long run, but.

Payman Langroudi: Now [00:47:30] it doesn’t bother you?

Sanaa Harroussi: It doesn’t really bother me. If it happens, great. If it doesn’t, it’s okay.

Payman Langroudi: What’s [00:47:35] the best lecture you’ve ever been to?

Sanaa Harroussi: Ah. That’s [00:47:40] easy.

Payman Langroudi: Is it?

Sanaa Harroussi: Yeah.

Payman Langroudi: What [00:47:45] is it Your lecture, not [00:47:50] mine. You mean Depeche?

Sanaa Harroussi: Depeche. Palmer? Yes.

Payman Langroudi: Really? [00:47:55]

Sanaa Harroussi: Yeah.

Payman Langroudi: What about your post-grad lectures in France? Surely there was someone there that did something.

Sanaa Harroussi: Um. [00:48:00] Yeah. In fixed prosthodontics. We had very [00:48:05] nice ones as well. Yeah.

Payman Langroudi: Like, have you do you ever [00:48:10] do full mouth rehab type cases?

Sanaa Harroussi: Not that many with bonding. [00:48:15] Yes. Yes. With bonding? Yes.

Payman Langroudi: Not. Not the sort [00:48:20] of full on prep.

Sanaa Harroussi: Not full on.

Payman Langroudi: Prep.

Sanaa Harroussi: But it was mainly bonding with [00:48:25] free hands.

Payman Langroudi: Aha. So even posterior as well.

Sanaa Harroussi: Oh, [00:48:30] you mean a full mouth.

Payman Langroudi: Full mouth.

Sanaa Harroussi: Okay. Um. Yeah. [00:48:35]

Payman Langroudi: You do them.

Sanaa Harroussi: Yeah. [00:48:40]

Payman Langroudi: And digital. Have you, have you sort of gone digital yet. You haven’t.

Sanaa Harroussi: I haven’t [00:48:45] tried that yet. That would be amazing.

Payman Langroudi: That’s that’s a whole that’s a whole thing in itself, right? Like, [00:48:50] and I find, you know, with anything new. Do you, have you ever used Cerec, for instance?

Sanaa Harroussi: We [00:48:55] don’t have it at the practice, unfortunately. So that would make it so much easier. Like to just fit the crown. [00:49:00]

Payman Langroudi: You say you say that, but I was. I wasn’t a dentist long enough, right? To really get into [00:49:05] anything properly. Right. But one of our practices back in the day brought in [00:49:10] Zurich, and it was before the, you know, now it’s all super duper, right. But back then, you had [00:49:15] to put this powder, like spray powder all over the teeth and then use the scanner. [00:49:20] And the scanner was very big, huge thing. And um, it’s [00:49:25] amazing they used to let you do these things without even going on a course. My principal said, yeah, this is how [00:49:30] you do it. And I just did it. Yeah. And I remember thinking that the first five, [00:49:35] three of them weren’t as good as if I’d taken an impression. [00:49:40] Yes. Yeah. And at the time, I remember thinking, look, I’ve got this situation where I could, I could [00:49:45] take an improv game and it will be perfect. It was like an inlay or onlay inlay situation. [00:49:50] Yeah, it would be perfect. Or I could pull out the cerec and two out of five weren’t [00:49:55] great. There was like, you know, there was some sort of gap or something. You know, I went ahead and cemented [00:50:00] it in. Now, the correct thing to do would be to keep going [00:50:05] here, because the first five of anything you do isn’t great. Right. [00:50:10] And to learn it, there’s a learning curve in these situations. But if [00:50:15] you’ve got something that works, why would you even change? Right. True. But [00:50:20] then again, going forward, everything’s getting more and more digital, right? So, [00:50:25] um, enlightens impressions. Now we’re, I think, 65% [00:50:30] digital. Wow. You know, and it was only a year ago. [00:50:35] We were 50 over 50. And the year before that, it was the other way around, you know, like 40, 60 [00:50:40] in favour of impressions. So that digital sort of wave is coming. [00:50:45] And the question of when do you jump into it? Often [00:50:50] when your boss buys you the equipment. Right? Correct. Yeah. But even if you have [00:50:55] the equipment, do you use it? And do you really, you know, go for.

Sanaa Harroussi: It because you have to have enough marketing to need [00:51:00] it. Because I would cut my I would I would consider getting my own, uh.

Payman Langroudi: Scanner.

Sanaa Harroussi: Scanner if [00:51:05] there was no marketing behind. And I know that it would be used enough.

Payman Langroudi: Do you do Invisalign?

Sanaa Harroussi: I [00:51:10] do Invisalign, yeah.

Payman Langroudi: Do you like it?

Sanaa Harroussi: Love it.

Payman Langroudi: Do you?

Sanaa Harroussi: Yeah, but I like playing with the clean [00:51:15] checks. That’s fun.

Payman Langroudi: Have you been on courses for that as well?

Sanaa Harroussi: Yeah.

Payman Langroudi: Which one? [00:51:20]

Sanaa Harroussi: Um, the one they do at, uh. You [00:51:25] know, just hands on for IPR and, uh, clean check. That was [00:51:30] fun.

Payman Langroudi: So first Invisalign, I did. Do you remember your first case? [00:51:35]

Sanaa Harroussi: Yes.

Payman Langroudi: Yeah. So my first case, I went on a weekend course. They [00:51:40] didn’t even really talk about ortho very much. They just talked about how to use the Invisalign software. [00:51:45] And then next minute I’m doing an Invisalign. I honestly couldn’t believe it was [00:51:50] I was allowed to do. You know, I just couldn’t believe it. Do [00:51:55] you remember your first case? Yeah. Was it similar?

Sanaa Harroussi: It was challenging [00:52:00] case, though. I don’t know why. And it was. It was a nightmare with the scan back [00:52:05] then. Uh, I had borrowed scan, but back then they could let you use this. I [00:52:10] think it was, uh, I was having an open day, so I used the scan.

Payman Langroudi: Oh, they give you the scanner [00:52:15] for.

Sanaa Harroussi: You back then? Not anymore. Yeah. Now you have to rent the scan, I think. Yeah. Um, [00:52:20] so I used the scanner for whatever reason around the. Because he had wisdom teeth and I couldn’t [00:52:25] register the wisdom teeth. And I had to keep the scan. I had to bring back the patient the next [00:52:30] day, and I had to have the team over the phone. That’s kind of. It has to. It has to work. [00:52:35] Uh, but the patient was extremely patient. Really? Um. Managed [00:52:40] to sort it out at the end and the result was amazing. He was very, very pleased with the result. So. Yeah. [00:52:45]

Payman Langroudi: And how many have you done now? Many, many.

Sanaa Harroussi: I stopped counting. Yeah.

Payman Langroudi: But loads.

Sanaa Harroussi: Yeah, [00:52:50] quite. Yeah.

Payman Langroudi: So explain to me the clinch situation. How often do you, do [00:52:55] you end up accepting the one that they send. Never.

Sanaa Harroussi: Oh no I always know I’ll always. Now it’s [00:53:00] different because you can get as well some support either from the technician or [00:53:05] from someone from the clinical team.

Payman Langroudi: Of Invisalign.

Sanaa Harroussi: Of Invisalign. So it’s quite [00:53:10] handy. You just call them and the technicians over the phone like within, like, let’s adjust this, that and you can [00:53:15] finalise it there and then, uh, but if it’s a more challenging case and you need [00:53:20] a phone call with the, with the one of, with one of the [00:53:25] orthodontists, then you can arrange a call.

Payman Langroudi: I didn’t.

Sanaa Harroussi: Know that.

Payman Langroudi: That facility.

Sanaa Harroussi: So yeah, it’s an amazing facility. [00:53:30] Yeah. And again with Invisalign a bit of perfectionist. That’s the thing. So it’s like back and forth [00:53:35] and let’s adjust this and let’s change that. Can take a bit of a time.

Payman Langroudi: Do [00:53:40] you do that thing that overcorrecting?

Sanaa Harroussi: Yes.

Payman Langroudi: Important. Right?

Sanaa Harroussi: Yeah, [00:53:45] yeah. Sometimes, especially for the gaps. Overcorrecting can help. Yeah, but you [00:53:50] don’t have to use the aligners for the. I mean, at least you’ve got them. Yeah. [00:53:55] And then if needed, you use them. I see.

Payman Langroudi: I see, I see, I see. And what percentage of your cases end up [00:54:00] in refinement.

Sanaa Harroussi: I’d say 30%. No, no. Not always. [00:54:05] Yeah. Oh, really? Yeah, but that’s what I’m saying. I’m quite fussy when it comes to initial clincheck. [00:54:10] I wouldn’t go for it until I’m sure everything’s perfect, but.

Payman Langroudi: Obviously.

Sanaa Harroussi: I do my best to. And I [00:54:15] find that more time I spend getting a perfect clincheck the least. But it depends on one case [00:54:20] from one case to the other. Um, but yeah, I don’t rush through the the [00:54:25] clincheck to make sure I get the best result, the best results I can achieve, and then I’m [00:54:30] less likely to need refinement. But with some patients, you still need this. I want it to rotate a tiny bit more so [00:54:35] you get the fussy patients.

Payman Langroudi: Patients become fussy, don’t they?

Sanaa Harroussi: Patients?

Payman Langroudi: Yes. It’s interesting [00:54:40] because you really realise that in ortho that patients become fussier. [00:54:45] Yeah. But then I remember when my kids had ortho. Yeah. I mean, okay, we’re both of us are [00:54:50] dentists here. We both became really fussy. Like, super fussy. And [00:54:55] the weird thing about it is, the minute it’s all out, you stop even thinking about it. You don’t bother [00:55:00] with it anymore. But it’s almost like, oh, this is our one chance to get it right. And poor old, [00:55:05] the doctor told my son, I hope he’s listening. I’m so sorry, [00:55:10] doctor. I took him so many times. Um, but, [00:55:15] you know, have you tried one of the other systems or only Invisalign?

Sanaa Harroussi: No. Only Invisalign. [00:55:20]

Payman Langroudi: There’s a lot of alternatives now.

Sanaa Harroussi: Nowadays there’s loads and IPR.

Payman Langroudi: Do you do with [00:55:25] the strip or do you have a thing?

Sanaa Harroussi: I do both, I do, I do strip, I do the [00:55:30] disk as well and I do the bur depending on.

Payman Langroudi: On what on on the profile that [00:55:35] you want to achieve.

Sanaa Harroussi: Exactly. But it depends on how much IPR I need to use.

Payman Langroudi: If it’s very little, you just use [00:55:40] a what do you call it? Strip. Strip. Yeah.

Sanaa Harroussi: So [00:55:45] the disk is quite challenging to use. You have to make sure you’re not hurting the soft tissues. It can [00:55:50] be challenging sometimes with the discs.

Payman Langroudi: I’m sure, I’m sure.

Sanaa Harroussi: I love the discs overall. Not [00:55:55] everyone does, though for the discs because you really have to be very [00:56:00] cautious with it.

Payman Langroudi: Very gentle with it. Does it cut both sides?

Sanaa Harroussi: Yeah, but you could cut even [00:56:05] the two tissues with it. That’s what you have to be careful about.

Payman Langroudi: So it’s a double sided disc though. Yeah.

Sanaa Harroussi: Yeah.

Payman Langroudi: Yeah. [00:56:10] It’s amazing man. So how much of your work is that? Most of it.

Sanaa Harroussi: No, [00:56:15] I wish.

Payman Langroudi: Oh, really?

Sanaa Harroussi: No.

Payman Langroudi: How do you get those patients?

Sanaa Harroussi: Most of the [00:56:20] patients would be just recommended patient because. Or my own patient wanting [00:56:25] to go for Invisalign.

Payman Langroudi: But you do open days as well.

Sanaa Harroussi: I haven’t [00:56:30] done any for quite a while being too busy, as I think it’s just finding the time.

Payman Langroudi: So. [00:56:35] So are you in that cycle of udas and having to finish your udas on time and all [00:56:40] of that?

Sanaa Harroussi: So we tend to be overperforming rather than underperforming. Oh really? We don’t have a big contract, [00:56:45] which makes it easier, which is a good thing because it gives you more time to do more private treatment. Um. [00:56:50]

Payman Langroudi: So when you say 70 over 30, it’s the patients are NHS patients, [00:56:55] but 70% of the work you’re doing is.

Sanaa Harroussi: 70% private and 30.

Payman Langroudi: Yeah, but [00:57:00] they’re all NHS patients. Yeah. The majority are NHS patients.

Sanaa Harroussi: Majority NHS patients. But most of [00:57:05] the patients there do private treatments as well. They wouldn’t go for self-referral. Obviously they would prefer [00:57:10] like a private venture private crown. So yeah.

Payman Langroudi: Amazing. Final [00:57:15] questions fantasy dinner party.

Sanaa Harroussi: Oh.

Payman Langroudi: Three [00:57:20] guests.

Sanaa Harroussi: Okay.

Payman Langroudi: Dead or alive. Are you having. [00:57:25]

Sanaa Harroussi: Start with Elizabeth the second. The queen.

Payman Langroudi: The queen. [00:57:30] The latest queen.

Sanaa Harroussi: Elizabeth the second.

Payman Langroudi: My [00:57:35] mum doesn’t like Camilla and I call her the Queen. [00:57:40] Okay, I know she’s.

Sanaa Harroussi: The.

Payman Langroudi: Queen. Yeah, [00:57:45] the. Let’s face it, the queen is Elizabeth. Yeah. The Queen. Okay. [00:57:50]

Sanaa Harroussi: Um. And second guest, uh, Hassan [00:57:55] the second. He used to be the king of Morocco.

Payman Langroudi: Morocco? Yeah. [00:58:00] When?

Sanaa Harroussi: Um, up to 1999. Oh, yeah. That’s [00:58:05] when Mohammed the sixth. The one who was in reign now.

Payman Langroudi: Um. Huh.

Sanaa Harroussi: Um. And [00:58:10] third one, um, it’s a poet and diplomat [00:58:15] called Nizar Qabbani. He was from Syria, and, uh, [00:58:20] he was he studied law, and then he worked as a diplomat all [00:58:25] over, um, the world. So Beirut. Madrid. [00:58:30] Cairo and London as well.

Payman Langroudi: What was the.

Sanaa Harroussi: Name? Uh, Nizar.

Payman Langroudi: Nizar. [00:58:35] Kabbani.

Sanaa Harroussi: Yeah. Very famous poet. Not just a diplomat, [00:58:40] but he was a poet as well.

Payman Langroudi: Amazing.

Sanaa Harroussi: My favourite poet.

Payman Langroudi: Amazing. And the final [00:58:45] question. It’s a weird one. It’s like deathbed question. Yes. Three pieces [00:58:50] of advice for your loved ones.

Sanaa Harroussi: For my loved ones.

Payman Langroudi: For the world.

Sanaa Harroussi: Okay. [00:58:55] So live for yourself, not for others. Don’t let anyone judge you. Just [00:59:00] try to be the best version of yourself. Uh, don’t be too harsh on [00:59:05] yourself and look after yourself. Most importantly.

Payman Langroudi: Did [00:59:10] you feel like those lessons you learned a bit too late? The. Don’t be too harsh on [00:59:15] yourself and live for yourself. Yeah.

Sanaa Harroussi: That was the advice [00:59:20] that I was given by my friend who passed away last year. Oh, that was her advice. And so I learned from her [00:59:25] that part. Not. Don’t try too hard just [00:59:30] to please everyone. Do your best. And that’s it. That’s more than enough.

Payman Langroudi: Beautiful, [00:59:35] beautiful place to end it. Thank you so much for coming.

Sanaa Harroussi: Thank you. Thank you [00:59:40] so.

Payman Langroudi: Much.

Sanaa Harroussi: Really a pleasure. I really enjoyed it.

Payman Langroudi: Amazing. Thank you.

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